怕了

我只是有那么一点的不甘心 不快乐
心情起伏好大 不想面对我真的怕了

快疯了

撑不住了 这样的感觉 好辛苦 ='(

小榤有话说

『成长』

2012年8月6-8日，一群小鼓手们南下芙蓉打鼓，合力完成了今次工作坊的鼓谱，名为《鼓焰》。这一套谱基本上是完全跟着感觉而诞生的，非常紧凑的旋律，让我们不禁暗自在心里想说，我们可以把它完整的呈现吗？因为在录音的阶段，NG了好几回，老实说打起来还挺吃力的，但心里总想要安慰自己：这个是新的挑战，我们不能永远都处于安全地带，今次就来个不一样的吧！就这样，小鼓手们带着创好的鼓谱，一点兴奋又一点担心地回家去了...@@

一眨眼，一个月过去，开始了第四届敲击工作坊，开始了我第五个学期的打鼓生涯！24家的人数越来越大，参加工作坊的人数越来越多，所以自然就会有分组的安排。为期4天3夜的工作坊，新的组别，新的队友，新的挑战，似乎大家都没办法享受其中，嘴里一直念着：感觉不见了！大家心中的那把火，去了哪里？看着同辈们的迷茫，看着小一辈的压力，看着新生的担忧，再看看自己，我的目标是什么？一开始我也不确定，但是我想要成长，我想要进步，我想要更好，我想要大家和我一样，为自己为大家而勇敢向前！毕竟我呆在鼓队的日子，剩下那么一年，我想要为鼓队留下些什么，为大家贡献些什么，心想，只要大家开心成长，就好了！不要去担忧什么感觉不对了，人越是依赖，越是没办法适应新的环境！大家尝试把心态好好调整吧，不要给自己任何借口，我们大家肩并肩，再加把劲撑下去吧！累也只是一时，绝对不会苦你一世的！xD

每天工作坊结束后，为了开学第二天的第一场表演，我们继续排练到深夜！看着大家可以回去休息，心里好是羡慕！但是想了想，我们的目标是打响本学期第一炮表演，好燃起大家心中的烈火，绝对不能没了士气！排练期间，有欢乐，有挫折，有突破，有跌到，无论如何就是咬紧牙根给他拼了！但是往往心有余而力不足，最后一分钟的排练，让我们体力透支，伤痕累累，根本没有机会好好休息，我们，打得好累，好累！有谁来给我们鼓励和安慰？=(

表演当天，我们更是逃完所有的课，为了做好最后的准备！当时我们的心到底在想些什么？不知道...就有种感觉就是快点表演结束然后好好地睡一场大觉吧！以后的事以后再看了！但是这一场表演，对我们，对没有表演的每一个人，是多么的重要！如果失败了，其他人怎么想我不懂，但是我会非常非常地自责！所以我们不可以马虎，更不可以泄气！好！不想消极的，我们在上场之前，努力调整好正确的情绪。kennie问了我的心情，我说很感动，终于有属于自己和大伙亲手完成的鼓谱，一起完成了前所未有的动作编排，这个是我们大家的荣耀！然后我也分享了前一阵子看了日本人的打鼓表演，他们表现出来的是一个表演者的专业精神，为自己的表演感到骄傲感到开心，在台上游刃有余，完全看不出来任何的压力，他们，准备好了！我们大家也想要表现得如此大方潇洒！深呼吸！会不会紧张呢，不太会了！反而是非常期待表演给大家看，更期待大家观后感言，心情是多么的振奋和开心！一直想要告诉大家说，我们也准备好了！^^

表演也那么6分钟50秒，结束了，好复杂的感觉！首先是开心，我们赢得了大家的掌声！再来是疲惫，我们使尽了所有吃奶的力气，还要耍帅自己把鼓扛走！再来是感动，我们做到了，我们成功了！好兴奋好兴奋！再来是犹豫，看见大家的表情，不一！很快的我们大伙儿围了个圈圈，各自分享了心中的感受。听了好多非常直接老实的话，有好有坏。我们明白，我们需要进步的空间太多太多了！问我自己，会不会沮丧，我倒是说不出来，我觉得我非常尽力了，非常非常的尽力了！至于带不出大家心里的火焰，我们真的尽力了，真的真的尽力了！大家的心，都好散，好不凝聚！心里很不是滋味！不要这个样子好不好？将心比心，大家都累啊，我们再撑下去，好不好？最多大家排队，我帮你们按摩吧！=)

短短的工作坊和表演，我看到了虫虫和王子的蜕变，他们逼自己去学习，逼自己去改善，逼自己去进步，虽然鼓艺还是有点僵硬，但是他们在舞台上表现得多么帅气！同时我也看到了浩原的认真，责任让他觉醒，虽然鼓艺超群，但他还是很努力地去做好每一件事情，包括学好半桶水的乐理！至于老爸，就是要整死我们，其实我们就是要这样的魔鬼训练，谢谢老爸的用心！老爸你是我们的支柱，我们都还很嫩，你倒了，我们怎么办？表演后的另外一个感觉是，哈，我们大难不死，必有后福啊！不要去想表演好不好，不要去想感觉不见了在哪里，不要去比较大家的进度，不要去渴望付出后的回报，不要去想任何一个消极的想法，只要想一想，短短的一个星期，我们学到的，比失去的，还要更多，更有价值！心中的那把火，没有灭，因为我们的心，还在跳着！=D

话说回来，其实外面再多的鼓励和支持，都不敌自己心中的恶魔，我们总是很任性地为自己找很多借口，说自己有多压力，说自己有多累，说自己有多么的迷失！但是，如果连自己都不愿意去鼓励自己，勇敢地去坚持下去，那么，听再多劝告，看再多激励的书刊，也无济于事的！我想要说的是，只有自己明白自己想要什么，如果感受到压力了，失落了，难过了，就选择最好的方式去化解，例如把它说出来，不好闷在心里，又或者选择哭出来吧，会很痛快的！老实说上个学期曾经我想要帮助大家反而被责怪，然后几乎崩溃不想继续表演的经验，一直在我脑海散不去！闷了好久好久，终于就在orientation meeting 那天，我前后两者都做了，就哭得稀里哗啦的，是不受控制的泪水拼命留下！我很纳闷，我很自责，我很难过，我撞墙的时间，太长太久了！但是也因为这次，我选择发泄了，我不再感受到任何压力，我知道我因为加入了24节令鼓，在每一次的好坏经验中，我成长了！♥

*看到大家努力学习乐理，我好开心！！

成績 不盡理想

『 成績 | 出爐 』

期待已久的大考成績已經揭曉

看著成績單上的每一科分數

頓時覺得好失望好失落

心想我的能力就不過如此嗎

然而我想了想在考試時候

雖然該讀的都讀了

但是考題是出奇的難

始終還是沒有信心

也知道成績一定不會很好

不過心裡總是抱著一點點希望

因為期中考和功課的分數都不低

覺得成績不會差到哪裡去

與同學比對了成績

發現都也退步了

但是還是比我的成績好很多

我沒有想要比較的意思

只是我們交的是一樣的功課

就算期中考有落差也不會差多少

可是我們的成績卻是離奇的遠

我知道心中的難過很快就會消失

也明白其實自己不是什麼讀書的料

總希望成績好但往往事與願違

付出的努力看來還是不夠

只能在一旁羨慕別人的卓越成績

每一次都聽著同樣的安慰

下次要更加努力再拼過

但還是算了吧

我知道我也明白

我沒有考好成績的命

歹命啊

微笑 與 快樂

『微笑 | 快樂 』

我努力的去微笑

我努力的去快樂

但往往事與願違

我總是傷得徹底

對 我笑得不好看

我懂 所以我不笑

我懂 所以只微笑

我羨慕 燦爛的笑

日子久了

我已漸漸忘了

怎樣去真正快樂的笑

怎樣去真正開懷的笑

其實不是忘了

而是不敢

認識了一群好友

兄弟 姐妹 知己

好開心 好愉快

我總是看起來很開朗

但只是想隱藏心裡的孤單

語言是把 利刃 

使用不當便會成為可怕的 凶器 

因為一句話的 差錯 

可能會 失去 一生的摯友

一次 擦肩而過 可能就再也見不到了

一句無心的話

把心裡深埋已久的刺

再一次挖起 好難過

我很想瀟灑地一笑置之

可是 我做不到

當一個人

越是刻意去避免一些事情

越是顯出心中的害怕與迷茫

越陷越深 怎樣才能自拔呢

 

只有笑臉的表情符號

或許就沒有傷心存在

還是把情緒隱藏起來

一個人舔舔傷口也好

話 還是 禍

 『 話 | 禍 』

有時候 禍從口出 說錯話了

被生氣了 被討厭了 被指責了

自己 還真的不知道

也許

這頭 說得開心

那頭 卻氣得傷心

玩笑的話

刺傷了別人 更弄痛了自己

還是

不說話 不開玩笑

還是

保持沉默

一個人 靜靜的

這樣

也許 是最好的

對不起

給你

活該

給我

重新 出發

『 重新 | 出發 』

在北大四學期
做過了什麼 學到了什麼
經歷了什麼 錯過了什麼
一言難盡

學業
說好 不是很好
說壞 又不是很壞
想考好成績
但往往事與願違
也許努力不夠
考試也常怯場

活動
說忙 不忙
說不忙 忙
參加了 好多好多
但是 學到了什麼
說多 不多
說少 不少
無論如何
我還是 成長了

感情
還是未知數
兄弟姐妹們
各各都有個伴了
也好希望
有個可以 聊天 傾訴 的那一半

大學第四學期 已接近尾聲
為了活動 日夜顛倒
為了功課 食慾不振
為了考試 脾氣暴躁
我的性格似乎產生了180度的變化

待考試結束
我將放下一切
把杯子裡的水倒掉
重新
出發

i finally graduate frm jshs

haha.. it's a long long time i didn't blogging here..
mmm.. lazy and lazy.. don't know what to write.. haha..

this holiday is my longest holiday since my study life begins..
miss my form6 life so much ==
soon im going to work already.. haiz..
jshs.. i studied for 7 years at here..
there are some items accompanied me during this 7 years.. haha..






form6 school uniform ^^ (08-09)


school logo (03-09)



school belt.. shit belt == (03-09)



stockings (08-09)



white shoes == see how ragged is that (07-09)



temporary name tag.. i lose my current name tag already == (08-09)



student card.. how tambai when i was form1.. == (03-09)



my wallet, watch and car key (08-09)


some more haven't upload yet.. haha.. yes! next time only continue.. ==

R.I.P Ngong Ngong

just wanna post a video..
about my family's dearest ngong2 who was passed away 5 months ago..
(19.9.2006-30.5.2009)..



ah ngong ar..

we miss you so much..
how are you there?? and your little black son too..
do you miss us or not??

i found that your son bobby always bark at the same place at night..
is that you?? thanks for taking care of it..
although bobby has some bad behavior.. haha..

ah ngong ar..

your children little ngong2, teddy and tity are very very fine here..
and 3 of them are pink in health..

i gave tity to my friend at bm since it started to walk and eat..
it is quite active and lovely and faithful to her new host..
so don't worry about tity..

another 2 are little ngong2 and teddy..
they both are so naughty and always tear papers and cloths.. zzz..
anyhow both of them are also very very cute and active and faithful..
they know their name..
they know to bark when they see strangers..
same like you..
you see?? how lovely they are..
luckily mom doesn't give them away..
so now both of them represent you to bring happiness to us..

ah ngong ar..

when you were here..
you quarrel with pong2 and bite each other..
now you're gone..
tang2 and doggy start to be like foe..
they bite until some of their body parts injured and blooding..
haiz..
but after punishment from me and ys..
haha they seem ashamed and learn to live peacefully again..

recently.. it's raining season..
there is thunder and light at night..
pong2 with a little gutless and timid feels frightened and scared..
barks and barks and barks through day and night..
walao.. so noisy and annoying..
but i feel pong2 so pity and with no one could company her..
haiz.. and mom doesn't allow pong2 in as pong2 would dirty the house..
even now pong2 is still making noise and biting the cage..
nearly rosak liao..

ah ngong ar..

please po pi po pi your doggy family..
don't let anything comes to disturb them..
thanks a lot ya..
we love you always......
bye!!

something...

something is coming..
something is leaving..
something is good for me..
something is bad for me..
something is testing me..
something is making me stress..
something is forcing me on making choices..
something is confusing me..
something is bothering me..
something is annoying me..
something is disappointing me..
something is sadness..
something is depressing..
something is kicking me down..
something is hopeless..
something is making me mad..
something is something that i couldn't understand at all..
something is breaking the relationship between each other..
something is unforgiven..
something is forgiven..
something is tolerably..
something is generous..
something is acceptable..
something is nothing..
something is what??
something is SOMETHING!!

LALA Meet the Fans at Sunway Karnival Mall

haha it's long long time ago for my latest blog..
here i come again..

18102009 (sunday), Lala met the fans at sunway carnival mall..
i sure didn't miss the chance to meet her.. ahaha..
so i asked along my good friends hs n ct to go together with me.. to meet Lala..
btw send ct to jetty to back to his hostel at penang..

before that we had our mcdonalds lunch where the mcd is located beside sunway carnival mall..
and we got 3 different color of glasses by purchasing 3 large meals with sundae added-on..





we reached Lala there at around 3pm..
the car park and road were fulled with vehicles and i couldn't find a place to park my car..
the concourse of sunway carnival mall was crowed by people..
as people say, 'people mountain people sea'.. haha..
wow wow.. Lala is sooooooo beautiful and pretty.. ><"


Lala came into contact with the fans by some interesting activities..


Lala's sound is sooooooo sweet and peaceful.. enjoying..


this is the poster being captured at somewhere in the sunway carnival mall.. XD

just feel a bit regretted that i do not buy Lala's album as i couldn't get her signature at that moment.. never mind it's ok..

that's all for today..

Funny Videos

oh yea..
today i would like to share some interesting and funny videos with you all..
mmm.. in my opinion...
errr let's enjoy it..

This video tells about today's teenagers feeling during CNY..


Do you ever translate a song by using your own words??


Can you pronounce 'coke' the right way??


mmm.. my purpose is to entertain so that these videos can minimize the stress..
well.. go back and study after laugh!!
ahahahahaha...

stpm - a month and 2 weeks to go

well my last exam in JSHS finished on 17th sept 2009..
and i know that i will get a worst worst result for this trial exam..
yea it's pretty bad..
thoroughly bad..
haha.. i knew it..
somehow i was sad..
maybe my friends passed their exam with flying color..
and i am the one who still lag behind..
why why why??
oh yea i did not try my best during exams..
and i did making mistakes for a lot of questions..
careless..
thoughtless..
my average result is low.. around 50+-%..
still ok..
but i still can't accept my maths result so bad like this!!
40% for maths paper1 and 80% for paper2..
why i was so careless and couldn't take it seriously??
hahaiz..
just let it be..
now i need to practice more and more..
avoid mistake..
people said, "practice makes perfect!!"
oh yes i must force myself to be more hardworking..
stpm.. is waiting for me.. haha..
stpm.. i am coming to you!! yea...

i had a bad day yesterday

i had an extraordinary, unusual, extremely, highly and very bad day yesterday.. nothing to talk about it.. yesterday was not my day.. haiz.. bad luck.. bad luck.. really bad luck.. bla bla bla.. !@#$%^&*()_+~:"<>?{}|`-=\][;'/., wtf so moody.. haiz.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggg.. TT.. haiz.. don't ask me why.. end..

bad feeling

some of my friends in the school got bad moods today..
all looked so dispirited and depressed..
maybe couldn't get a better result and feel upset?
maybe had a little quarrel with their friends and feel angry??
maybe have a lot of pressure on school exercises???
maybe maybe and maybe..
i don't know as well..

but something is quite bothering me..
did i do anything wrong again to make people be tired of me??
and not willing to talk to me??
haiz..
got a pretty bad mood now..
and my mind tells me don't do anything just keep relaxing..
but what can i do at the end?
nothing actually..

well.. nothing to say and gonna stop here..
gotta watch movie to relax..
ya.. i m just talking nonsense..
to reduce my stress at here.. lalala~~~

2 weeks report

today is sunday, the time is 1405 in the afternoon.. good weather.. it's already a long time for not blogging here.. haha.. lazy what.. so now i m going to 'report' what did i do during this 2 weeks..

the exam started on 4th sept 09 (fri) and ended on 10th sept 09 (thurs).. and i did prepare for the exam.. but i m still the one who needs to burn the midnight oil before exam so that i can remember all what i'd studied before.. unfortunately i fall sick on tues night.. and the next 2 papers (econ1 and acc1) are 2 of the worst subjects.. haiz actually all subjects also not good enough.. i feel sick and sleepy after having a tablet.. i planned to study after that but i slept for whole night.. i didn't study for all this 2 subject! i'd waken at 630 in the morning.. oh my gosh i really don't know what to do.. aiz.. as a result.. i just can use a word to describe my exam - 'shit'.. the papers was easy but i couldn't answer it properly.. haiz.. beside, that LCK is really disgusted and made me lost my mood to answer the paper.. just because we didn't enter the hall 10 minutes before the exam started.. and we're stopped outside the hall and after 5 minutes the exam started only we can enter the hall.. @#$!%^*&)(+_~<>?{}|,./;'[]`.. and i couldn't complete my math1 as i lack of time.. haiz this is the last time i sit for exam in the school and i still couldn't do it well.. hahaiz.. just let it be.. anyhow it's over and i only have 2 months left to prepare for my stpm.. go go go and all the best to me..

yea the exam things ended here.. my gang and me went k box after the exam on thurs afternoon.. i thought it was a great time for me to relax and reduce my stress but i feel tired and tired all day as i drove about 45 minutes to go to school in the morning, sit for exam about 6 hours, traffic jam about 30 minutes on the road, 45 minutes to go home, 20 minutes to bath eat and wash my clothes, then another 1 hour to fetch all my gang to sunway carnival, sing for 4 hours and 30 minutes in the k box, 1 hour to fetch my gang home.. then i reach home at about 11 o'clock at night.. owh.. i fall asleep immediately and my bro couldn't wake me up to go new house.. haha.. i still needed to go to school on the next day..

fri morning.. i couldn't wake up as usual because of tiredness.. 630 only i woke and i still feel extremely tired.. i hoped absent to school but it's already late for me to tell other.. haiz.. so i slept for 2 periods in the school and slept for whole afternoon after going home.. haha..

sat night.. mom asked for watching movie entitled 'where got ghost' at pacific at 930pm.. it is a great funny movie and even very touch at the end.. do u ever jam for 30 minutes in the car park?? haha i did.. we reach home at about 1230am.. wow..

to somebody.. i didn't do anything that offend u.. so please control your emotion and don't easily angry on me.. i really feel u changed already.. i m not wrong and u too.. if i really wrong then u can tell me.. just don't make me blur blur and still not telling me anything.. i don't like to say sorry as well so i have my rules to prevent i do sorry thing on other people.. although u are not going to tell me.. anyway i apologize to u if i really get anything wrong and make u angry.. SORRY!

my computer is going to it's end.. it sicks for many time already since the beginning of this year.. haiz.. mom and dad are very angry to pay for the repairing cost.. and just scold me that i switch on the computer and play game for whole day.. i don't play game ok? not me.. TT

since i study form6, my dad bought a second handed car (proton wira) for me to drive to school everyday.. well, i really don't wish to have my own car.. but i was still so happy and thank him so much.. day after day, any problems on the car and my dad need to send it for repairing.. it sure costs highly.. then he just know to scold me for not taking care the car well.. but he is not scolding in front of me but my mom.. then mom will scold me.. i don't wish to have a car at first.. now also, indeed.. dad has this responsibility to solve all problem for his children.. if he is not willing then better don't do this all good things to me.. i seldom ask for pocket money from dad.. but sometime i need to spend extra then i take from him.. just between rm20 till rm50.. he didn't scold me as i tell him what i want to spend the money on.. but he complained to mom then mom scolded me again.. sometime i don't have enough money to refill petrol then i use the credit card he gave to 2sis to refill petrol.. then he scolded 2sis that always use the credit card out of control.. then 2sis sure told him that i used it.. then the result is same as above.. sometime when he drunk, he likes to talk to us.. he told me i m the one who he doesn't worry about.. because i know to take care of myself, know to study and help mom do a lot of households.. i don't feel so happy as he doesn't have a clear mind and just spoke it out.. but actually i know he still fresh in mind and just act drunk in front of us.. yesterday 2sis told me something that make me really sad and disappointed.. dad really doesn't really care of me and very angry that he spend a lot of money on me.. every times got problems just know to find him.. i really don't know what to do.. really sad..

i think i m the one who really always make other angry and not believe in me.. my family and even my closed friend..

haiz.. i thought today's blog will have a happy ending but i fail to do so.. that's all and i would like to end here.. now is 1615 in the afternoon..

*i wish to learn locking and popping if i have this opportunity..

My Meaningless Holiday..

time passed by..
my holiday is going to the end..
what did i do during this few days??

really bad..
the weather and my mood..
it's rained cats and dogs everyday..
then what can i do?
yea.. slept for whole day..
no study, no sport..
so bored..
i never thought that the time passes so fast..
but when i realized that..
it's too late for me..
today is the last day of holiday..
and i haven't prepare to study and do any revision yet..
haiz..
just because im not getting ready and lazy..
yea.. im still blogging but not studying..
hahaha..
gai liao gai liao..
i did trying to study econ and maths..
a bit.. just a little bit..
then i couldn't concentrate anymore..
gave up..
it's better to watch PPS..
yea.. i enjoyed PPS all the time..
but most of the time i played with my dogs..
pity teddy fall down and broke its leg while bathing 2 days ago..
so helpless and painful little teddy..
yesterday.. doggy and tang2 suddenly attacked and bite each other..
with no reason..
they stopped only when my bro tried to let them apart by using water..
it then made my mom mad and started to scold us..
my mood became down and down..
no people would like to see that kind of thing happens okay?
haiz..

someone very sad and always think negatively..
what i want to say is..
you are not the kind that you think..
you will lost your mind if you keep thinking this way..
it's foolish..
please cheer up and don't easily give up..

and last but not least..
happy national day!!
happy birthday my 'beloved country' Malaysia!!
yea~

holiday is just 1hour and 4minutes to go

wahaha.. holiday is coming..but.. exam is coming too as well.. zzz.. haiz.. i can't fully enjoy my holiday.. sien.. grr.. i don't have mood to study at all.. how how how??? as a jit sin student, i must be more hardworking and fight for my result so that the school won't feel shame.. wahaha.. exam exam.. always exam..

today.. my gang and i had a bread picnic in the class.. owh how daring we were.. wakaka.. good experience too..

i think some one must really control his/ her emotion.. haiz.. sometimes i really can't endure about that.. but sorry.. i m slow anyway.. and i prefer study to do homework.. XD.. but now really no time for me to find excuses already.. mmm i must concentrate on study now.. all the best ya~

that's all.. haha!

Touching the Void

I'd watched a film named 'Touching the Void'. 168 hours of climbing uphill, descending and looking for way out. It's fully adventurous.

In 1985, 2 young British men, Joe Simpson and Simon Yates, traveled to a remote corner of Peru. Ambitious mountaineers, their aim was to conquer the unclimbed west face of a notorious 21000ft peak- 'Siula Grande'. By the time they went to Peru, Joe was 25 and Simon was 21. They had done a lot of climbing in the Alps. To climb mountains that have not been climbed before, or a new route up a mountain, is what their climbing life had been moving towards. It was the last big mountain face in the range of mountains that hadn't been climbed. There's a great unknown there and what's so compelling is stepping into that unknown...

The mountains all around seemed very big compared to the mountains in the Alps. They used 3 days to get onto the north ridge and off the west face successfully. '80% of accident happen on descent'. They were almost dehydrated under -80 degree Celsius. When they made their way down from the hill, Joe fall down suddenly and the impact drove his lower leg straight through his knee joint. He'd broke his leg! Simon abandoned Joe by cutting the rope on him under the worst situation to survive. It then made Joe drop into a large crevasse. But it didn't kill Joe as he fall on a slanting snow ground. However he did break his leg and couldn't move as well. Will Joe die under the cliff? No one knows about it. It was completely helpless and hopeless..

Simon reached and met their friend who was helping to look after their equipment in the campsite at the 5th day. Joe was still trapped and he crawled all the time to find the way out. There's a lot of obstacles in front of Joe and sometimes brought desperation to him. But Joe never gave up and tried and tried his best to survive. Times passed by, Simon found Joe at the 7th day.

Joe lost a third of his body weight during his ordeal. 2 years and 6 operations later Joe climbed again. He continues to climb today. Simon returned to England to face intense criticism from many in the climbing community for cutting the rope on his partner. Joe has always staunchly defended him. No one has ever successfully repeated Joe and Simon's climb to the summit of Siula Grande. Their story has become part of mountaineering legend.

This story is touching and worrying me. I can feel Joe's bravery on facing troubles. No one can be so persistent and courageous while facing such situation like that. This story has made me realize that human are absolutely small and have no idea with the environment. Joe, I'm proud of you!

i had a rm1 dinner today.. zzz

17:15 i went to jusco with my friends.. 17:30 we were queuing up in front of Boston 又一城.. yea it's queuing, not typing error.. we were there for a promotion set meal which cost RM1 for each only!!!! unbelievable isn't it?? no lie.. 18:10 we were asked to sit and wait for order.. well, we had good mood before the waiter came to us.. 18:15 fxxk that waiter (didn't know whether he is a malay or a foreign worker) because his attitude was pretty bad and looked very impatient on us and even had a bubble gum inside his mouth when getting order.. no manner.. how come he still can be a waiter with all of this bad habits?? haiz.. but other chinese waiters are big different from him.. 18:35 eat.. 19:00 pay and leave..

actually a person just can order for 1 set of meal only.. and each set of meal must have a drink added-on.. so, we needed to pay more for it.. a slogan for them, 'no cheat no gain'.. we were cheated to pay for drink.. zzz.. the food was still ok but quantity was less.. for big appetite people like me.. XD mmm.. it's a good experience.. RM1 for 1 set of grilled chicken steak and sure got other choises.. really worth for it.. haha..

accounting is so confusing.. for me.. grr.. getting almost crazy.. zzz how how how?? exam is coming soon already.. twenty some days to count from now.. lazy is controlling me all the times.. ahaha.. but actually i feel myself are enough hardworking for this period compare to the pass.. haha.. so i always easily to get tired.. I NEED MORE REST.. EVEN JUST GIVE ME 10 MINUTES!! AHAHA~~ not enough.. time.. rest.. food.. $$ and entertain.. ahaha i m so greedy.. this is what human's passion are.. XD add oil add oil la..